Am I WRONG OR HE IS PLEASE LISTEN TO MY STORY?

ok so this might take a while to answer but please listen i cant talk to anyone only you guys so my boyfriend of two years is acting so weird ok i will take you to the beginning of the story so its weird i met my boyfriend threw the phone when i was 17 and he was 22 so i met him threw the phone when i was talking to his bes tfriend on three way and his friend and i didnt work out thats a whole diffrent story but anyways one day i got a phone call from preston thats my boyfriend name me wet threw the phone because he lived in texas and i lived in california we talked from june 2009 to december 2009 without ever meeting eachother me and him talked on the phone everyday for 6 months before we ever met face too face and threw those 6 months he was controlling he never believed what i said but i didnt break up with him becuz at that time i was madley in love with him but he was in love with me too he called me so many times a day i loved it he liked talking to me he was so interested in me he even cried for me when we met i lost my virginity to him he came all the way from texas to see me he sold his car to fly all the way over here he dropped out of college to be with me he didnt have any family over here only the one friend that lived in california who didnt really like me and i was kind upset becuz he was going to live with his friend who dosent even like me and he is a party boy and preston really isnt and i was worried that his friend was going to tell him not to be with me so i begged my mom so preston can move in with me and my mom was kinda upset but she let him move in with us but it didnt really go well i saw prestons true collors he diidnt appreciate anything i did one time he broke my phone pushed me and then after 4 months of living with me he finally moved out becuz he broke my door becuz i locked it and he pushed me i took him back after that i loved him to much and then the worse ting happend when i went to visit him we got into an arrgument and he broke my 300 dollar phone and he kissed another girl that night he told me on mothers day i cried my eyes out but still look him back i know it sounds crazy but i still loved him after that but then the worst thing happend a month later i invited him to a paryt and i wanted to make him jelous becuz he kissed thaat girl and i gave a guy my number infront of him he was so mad that when we got to the car he smacked me on the face and head budded me he was really drunk though but then i didnt talk to him for a week and took him back again but then i coudent see him the same anymore so i broke up with him 4 two months he called me in a weak moment and i took him back becuz i loved him but when we were in our break up i slept with someone then he asked me and i said no i dint sleep with anyone so he came back from dallas and we were together again but one day he got me so mad that i told him i slept with some one and after that he never looked at me the same and that was in september of 2010 but then i told him i lied and to this day he always accuses me he tells me that i should of never told him that i feel so stupid that i told him that i love him with everything i have inside of we but i keep telling him i didnt do it i feel like he dosent love me the same even thouggh i told him 9 months ago he hasnt hit me or anything in over a year i feel so stupid i dont know what to do me and him have good days and bad days he brakes up with me 4 everything i dont know what to do i feel lost without him he is a very good looking guy and im kinda chubby u know he is the only guy that has ever paid any attention towards me but did things to me and i forgave him y can he forget of the past he dosent like to talk onthe phone he even told me tday that he dosent want to hang with me becuz we fight to much im going crazy i love him so much he tells me he loves me too i feel like he lost feeling towards me im so nice him i listen to him i beg him when he braked up with me i feel so sad i feel like its going to end i dont ever want to loose him help me pleas